Again. It's been a long, long time since I last wrote here.
I don't know... I miss this space, I miss my voice, I miss myself. And maybe (just maybe), it's a little part of me, I don't even remember anymore, but I know it's here whenever I want to come for a visit.
It's been tough times.
I'm 37. I'm married, I'm raising my children, I got a life (?).
I changed country, I found out my ilnesses... but I'm totally unable to find my cure.
Does anyone see me? Does anyone care?
Well, I'm tired of being here saying what they should do and doing what I have to do. Nothing of what I'm doing is enough. I'm. Still. NOT. Enough.
And, in the end, I ask myself: WHAT AM I DOING AT ALL?
I don't know about that... I don't know about anything. Can I leave?